ok so this is what happened.
i was trying to install nitdroid n12 from here http://wiki.maemo.org/Nitdroid_easy_install_on_EMMC i followed the instructions but when i was almost done with the installing on xterminal it said that i didnt have enough memory on the phone.. after that i cant recieve text messages or save anything on my phone its like something in the memori got messed up. please guys help me out im freaking out bcuz i really dont wanna do a reflash .