Whoa, it feels like I need to hand out a lot of tin foil hats here. The whole world is not against you, if you feel that way, there is not a whole lot we can do for you. As for contacting me. I've been working hard on apps.formeego.org, maybe concentrated my efforts a bit too much. If communication suffered a bit, I'm sorry about that.
Either show me proof for the existance of your "blacklist", or stop making "bunch of BS" statements yourself.