So sorry to hear about your depression. I know what an awful feeling that is from personal experience.

I've sent you some money to feed a bear a balalaika or whatever tickles your fancy.

I'd love for you to continue your great work, but please make your health a priority! And thanks for all you've already done, I agree with Knuckles, you've already made a difference, had an impact on the world!

<edit> I had to rephrase my views on depression because I was too explicit for the swear filter here. I regret that, because it was a much more heart felt description. I said it was absolutely {excrement}. </edit>