Pardon, i cited your post for the exact opposit reason because you are asking the right question in a calm manner.
Sorry for not being able to make it clear.

Chen, you did not loose your reputation and are far away from being an idiot.
It is the other way around.
I would be proud to once reach your level of dedication and commitment. Your handling of the situation is bold and inspiring.

If you declare collecting money for 2 years duration lauta project start for tomorrow, have my money