Yes i feel really pwnd and made the following decision. i wont watch any youtube video about the n900 anymore, i will unsubscribe this thread, i will not visit this forum anymore. the only thing what i will do is to check the order status on the official nokia.de site, and nothing else... no twittering about any meetup or maemo development or anything. i dont want to see any more person who is using and showing the n900. im really depressed about this and wont be happy until i finally get my long awaited mobile internet computer with phone capabilities...