same here .... my phone is about to die and I need a new one asap. I might buy HTC HD2 if it comes before N900 otherwise I might look some other alternatives. I have waited for N900 even before/since it was announced. First they said beginning of October (in Nokia Germany) then 12th and now 30th, which I still accept. However, now they are pushing forward to November and I cannot rely/trust anymore. Do you trust or believe someone who already 3 times fails to keep their word? I really do like and want to have N900 but.... just my 2 p.