I don't like to repeat myself, but I'll do an exception xD

Dear Chris,

I am very conscious of your belief & I feel that what your belief is not coming from your heart, instead it's just from books & brainwashed people.

The bible is only a reason to control people & was probably not even meant to have this sort of impact to the human nation. Religion at the extent as you describe is sickness. A "God", in other words a "high power", can be anything you wish. A magical spirit in the universe who listens to our prayers & created two people to lead a planet is a bit of a fairy tale to me
The bible has been corrupted so many times & it's nothing like what it was at an original point. It sounds like it was a farmer who decided to write a "book" with rules & regulations on how to live, with some sort of "Boss" who controls everything & if you dare to do wrong, this "MARVELLOUS GOD" will punish you to hell so you can rot & suffer for the rest of your life. Hehe, funny.

Anyway, as long as you're happy the way you are leading your life (like I previously said) then I am happy for you