same here, after using and love the N810 I know it was hard for the N900 to disappoint me. It was faster, hard bigger memory, better UI, and it had a gsm radio with a 5mp camera. It is the best phone I have ever owned. and I have owned quite a few phones/mobile devices

It wasnt hard making a choice, I wanted something open, that worked well with linux ( which ruled out the iphoney) and I wanted something that was fast and allowed native code not just java ( ruled out android) N900 was just the perfect device for me.