go to meego.com and there you will find instructions on how to download meego, and yes, nokia has stated many times that this is a developer only release and yes, it was stated in many different places, even engadget "the nokia hater".

And please, as soon as you download and try dont come with "MeeGo suckzzzzzz: I click 2 times on it but it doesnt install!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" or "This is my last phone".

There are loads of explanation on the site there..

Meanwhile, have fun