Damn... i was about 26MB with deactivated repositories.
Got that f+#*ing massege dont know how many times till i wanted to force it right now through the shell... Now the N900 starts, sound, the menu, where to input the code for SIMcard appaers, looks like in Windows98( just grey, and thats not normal with my theme...)
Then it restarts, i hope i can now flash directly to 1.2 and dont have to mess it all back again...

*Sry for my poor english *